I ate chinese yesterday. At the end of my meal came the most fantastical of fortunes:
Your present plans are going to succeed. |
How absolutely fucking fitting. Because, yesterday was the day he finally moved out.
It didn't really hit me until that drive back from his place to my place. MY place. All mine now..
Those twenty minutes on the highway were the most exhilarating moments I've had in a very long time. The feeling, the emotion was so intense. My chains were broken. I had cracked through the shell. A huge weight was lifted off me. I stretched out my palms and twisted and contorted my fingers so that I could feel it all. Feel the newness. It was breath-taking, really. My heart pounded with excitement. And my foot.. was heavy on the gas.
we drift deeper into the sound, life goes on
we drift deeper into the sound, feelin strong
so bring it on, so bring it on!
Finally, some sunlight. Finally, some freedom. Finally, some room to grow.
embrace me, surround me, as the rush comes..
I felt like calling up everyone I knew and saying, "He's out. He's out! He's OUT!!"
But.. unfortunately.. I had way too much stuff to do for class when I got back home. Yeah. Home. For now..
So much time and I still can't forget
So much time and I just can't remember
I want more 'cause it's not over yet
I'm not frightened
This is just how I thought it would be
All my life all in one day
All my life all in one day
All my life all in one day
You're a strange one.
[joydrop]
LJ