breathing addiction
i need to stop smoking. the reds are doing me in.
switching to reds this late in the game was a bad, bad idea. i could have quit easily had i kept to lights and not been reminded of the pleasure of full flavor. but the reds are also reminding me of how much smoking sucks and that i do need to quit.
two things they are doing to me:
1. they are absolutely scratching up my throat.
2. i am more addicted now than ever.
i mean, when you can't stop even though they're messing up your throat, there's a problem there. and it's hard not to be annoyed by a scratchy throat. you have to breathe and you have to swallow. if you're not doing one, you'll be doing the other in a couple seconds.
and.. damn, i'm up early. but good. i have things to do today.
LJ