enjoy the silence
what's wrong with me?
how do i actually keep forgetting that when people gather together, they usually like to talk to each other?
why is it that i don't have anything to say to anyone?
i keep forgetting that people get uncomfortable with silence.
while visiting with my grandmother, she would keep saying, "i've been doing all the talking - it's not fair - now it's your turn"
i still didn't have much to say. why?
am i just a big mass of nothingness inside right now?
why is it that the only thing i really want to do is just to sit there.. and stare off into space..?
LJ