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January 16, 2017-
March 19, 2011Chicago
September 24, 2006ok i will say something else
September 24, 2006i still love you
July 16, 2006reaching out
April 20, 2005and seal it with a kiss
March 09, 2005no, i will heal my own heart up
March 07, 2005more pain than i could ever imagine
February 24, 2005omelette du fromage!
February 22, 2005cocoa darling
February 19, 2005i knew you before i met you
February 18, 2005happy
February 16, 2005my emotional crisis
February 09, 2005how to say hello
February 06, 2005passion
February 04, 2005risking it
February 04, 2005the kiss
February 03, 2005say it to my face
February 02, 2005lick it
February 01, 2005because of a conversation
January 28, 2005me? graduate?
January 27, 2005listen to me
January 26, 2005down to the wire
January 26, 2005slow down
January 25, 2005stuck
January 24, 2005that day
January 24, 2005you wont remember anyway
January 19, 2005practice
January 18, 2005presents
January 18, 2005taken to the other side
January 18, 2005to wake up next to you
January 16, 2005why leave me hanging on a star?
January 14, 2005my ear worm
January 11, 2005aidan means fire; aidan means home
January 11, 2005spectacular randomness
January 06, 2005the floridian sees snow
January 05, 2005guts to remember
January 04, 2005your bootie must be dead
January 03, 2005so this is the new year
January 03, 2005cant help but love
December 30, 2004enjoy the silence
December 29, 2004the shriek of silence
December 28, 2004darling stop confusing me
December 18, 2004covers me from head to toe
December 14, 2004snowfall
December 14, 2004more dead weight
December 14, 2004painful dead weight
December 13, 2004scratching the surface
December 13, 2004drink it up
December 12, 2004how did that song go...
December 10, 2004place to be
December 09, 2004not caring
December 06, 2004catching up
November 30, 2004an empty book
November 29, 2004wow
November 27, 2004the way we are tied in
November 24, 2004i inhale deeply
November 23, 2004pin-striped jacket, yellow collar
November 22, 2004maybe i need something to do
November 21, 2004how to clean
November 18, 2004last cigarettes
November 16, 2004shedding skin {i have an itch}
November 11, 2004alone
November 09, 2004your radio
November 05, 2004~~~~~~~~
November 04, 2004how did the stars know i need it..?
November 03, 2004i need you so much closer
October 31, 2004where is everybody
October 28, 2004full of the devil
October 28, 2004future?
October 26, 2004the fray
October 26, 2004reflection
October 25, 2004the terminal
October 25, 2004always up to no good
October 25, 2004need fuel to take flight
October 25, 2004up to speed
October 20, 2004pink and green
October 19, 2004must have known
October 17, 2004disinclined
October 16, 2004just visiting
October 15, 2004unexpected gifts
October 11, 2004accidental purple
October 10, 2004spasm
October 08, 2004the rain drops
October 07, 2004the frenzy
October 06, 2004down pat
October 05, 2004punch
October 05, 2004too much nutmeg
October 05, 2004stop
October 04, 2004under your stars
it doesn'tsocks
October 01, 2004natural high
September 30, 2004aloha
September 30, 2004red stuff
September 29, 2004give me a way...
September 28, 2004dance for me
September 27, 2004so much to learn
September 26, 2004the shower, my thinking box
September 25, 2004did you see that?
September 24, 2004cant fool me
September 22, 2004avoiding work
September 21, 2004merg
September 21, 2004someone else
September 20, 2004symbiosis
September 20, 2004creamy, not crunchity
September 19, 2004not much
September 16, 2004what they do
September 16, 2004what may come
September 16, 2004fresh start
September 15, 2004meh
September 14, 2004sexy sweet
September 14, 2004those fingertips
September 14, 2004amon, slowly
September 13, 2004suzanne
September 08, 2004ring ring
September 08, 2004up before the dawn
September 07, 2004morning song in my head
September 06, 2004your phone is off the hook
September 04, 2004waiting for 23
September 02, 2004double post haste
September 01, 2004seek shelter again
September 01, 2004it is true
August 30, 2004where my head at?
August 29, 2004what is it?
August 26, 2004move time
August 26, 2004hit and run
August 26, 2004see what they will do
August 26, 2004double inertia
August 25, 2004here
August 25, 2004protect me, protect me
August 24, 2004why you in my car?
August 23, 2004childhood treasures
August 23, 2004phonecalls
August 23, 2004in a nutshell
August 23, 2004my soundtrack
August 22, 2004belt ring
August 21, 2004misty
August 20, 2004someones gotta hear this
August 20, 2004blowing kisses
August 19, 2004coffee and cigarettes
August 18, 2004oh.. crap..
August 18, 2004time slips
August 18, 2004strange glue
August 18, 2004summer without alarm clocks
August 18, 2004thirst
August 17, 2004decision is yours
August 17, 2004not afraid of change
August 17, 2004recover
August 16, 2004bits n pieces
August 14, 2004my hurricane
August 14, 2004insanely early
August 13, 2004false alarms
August 13, 2004it passes
August 13, 2004friday the 13th
August 13, 2004stormy
August 13, 2004things to come
August 13, 2004silliness, really
August 12, 2004charley
August 12, 2004seek shelter from the storm
August 11, 2004cuz you were all yellow
August 10, 2004little darling
August 09, 2004becoming braver
August 07, 2004girl who serves spumoni
August 06, 2004boating
August 04, 2004this feeling
August 03, 2004wrath and horror
August 02, 2004and i can fly
August 02, 2004ready
August 02, 2004breathing addiction
August 01, 2004something to hide
July 29, 2004song in my head..
July 29, 2004i can turn it off
July 29, 2004svefn-g-englar
July 21, 2004yup
July 12, 2004explanation
July 07, 2004andso..
July 06, 2004butterflies
July 06, 20047am
July 02, 2004love blooms
July 02, 2004tgif
July 01, 2004no more mozzarella
July 01, 2004so dive in, the waters great
July 01, 2004harder to see without
June 29, 2004overheating
June 28, 2004less is more
June 28, 2004mountains crumbling
June 26, 2004movin
June 26, 2004closingtime
June 24, 2004this time
June 23, 2004bloodshot eyes
June 21, 2004perfect match
June 21, 2004pretty
June 21, 2004it pays to discover
June 10, 2004losing my head?
June 09, 2004tossin an turnin
June 08, 2004nocturne
June 04, 2004miss hard-worker
June 04, 2004this is my home
June 04, 2004rediscover communication
June 03, 2004losing face
June 02, 2004eat something
May 31, 2004warning
May 28, 2004nonsense
May 28, 2004state of emergency
May 26, 2004your fist
May 26, 2004i can see it now
May 22, 2004good to the last drop
May 19, 2004avoidant
May 17, 2004why do i dream of him?
May 12, 2004eyeballing
May 12, 2004the rogue
May 12, 2004searching
May 10, 2004i was good until i saw you
May 05, 2004erff
May 04, 2004cycles
May 03, 2004words are gifts
May 02, 2004jen jen
April 28, 2004awakening..
April 28, 2004you smell nice
April 27, 2004where did it go?
April 27, 2004random gift
April 22, 2004fried chicken and such
April 14, 2004drunken slumber
April 09, 2004mad at me
April 08, 2004bang
March 23, 2004beauty in the breakdown
March 11, 2004gone
March 11, 2004be you
March 08, 2004unexpected reactions
March 07, 2004the scars shone brightly
March 07, 2004how long we have waited for you
March 02, 2004we get these pills to swallow
March 01, 2004fluid, flowing
February 28, 2004persistent frustrations
February 26, 2004things
February 26, 2004new day
February 24, 2004who knows
February 22, 2004ready for your worst
February 19, 2004\/
February 18, 2004the study
February 14, 2004at my window last night
February 13, 2004the post script that became its own entry
February 13, 2004work in progress
February 12, 2004invitations
February 10, 2004protect me from what i want
February 07, 2004unedited
February 05, 2004it gets better
February 04, 2004things in common
February 03, 2004once around the block
February 02, 2004free of distortions
February 02, 2004to softly whisper
January 29, 2004why the bitterness?
January 27, 2004like a nervous schoolgirl
January 21, 2004genuinely
January 19, 2004exercise for the brain
January 18, 2004emotional munchies
January 14, 2004the rage
January 13, 2004making people laugh
January 11, 2004O.K. Oleander
January 08, 2004long-winded
January 07, 2004Signed The Apostle Abraham cradle of mankind
January 04, 2004highlights
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