goddamn you half japanese girls
<<March 20, 2001 - 11:24 pm>>

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't take it anymore. The tension, the anxiety, the stress, the worry, the doubt, the regret, the uncertainty, the loneliness, the pain, the anguish, the pulling, the tearing, the beating, the searing, the uneasiness.. everything.. Everything is too much. There's no relief. There's no comfort.

[I take 1.. 1.. 1 cause you left me and/ 2.. 2.. 2 for my family and/ 3.. 3.. 3 for my heartache and/ 4.. 4.. 4 for my headaches and/ 5.. 5.. 5 for my lonely and/ 6.. 6.. 6 for my sorrow and/ 7.. 7 for no tomorrow and/ 8.. 8 I forget what 8 was for and/ 9.. 9.. 9 for a lost god and/10.. 10.. 10.. 10.. for EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING!!]



LJ

step back - push forward

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