quiet desperation
Oh shit.
He was right.
I did finish my last pack, Kamel Reds, in a week. A day less than a week, actually. Tuesday, I finished them and got me a pack of Camel Turkish Gold.
I'm smoking way too much.
This is.. alarming.
Lights. Lights next time. They help curb my desire.
I just need something in my mouth, y'know? I just need to inhale something. 'Cuz that's the best. Inhaling it.. feeling it fill up your lungs. Satisfying..
It's always satisfying to fill something that would otherwise be empty..
LJ