quiet desperation
<<Th` 04.25.02 - 7:26 pm>>

Oh shit.

He was right.

I did finish my last pack, Kamel Reds, in a week. A day less than a week, actually. Tuesday, I finished them and got me a pack of Camel Turkish Gold.

I'm smoking way too much.

This is.. alarming.

Lights. Lights next time. They help curb my desire.

I just need something in my mouth, y'know? I just need to inhale something. 'Cuz that's the best. Inhaling it.. feeling it fill up your lungs. Satisfying..

It's always satisfying to fill something that would otherwise be empty..

LJ

step back - push forward

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