just thinkin...
I can't remember the last time I didn't have to worry about anything. My philosophy teacher mentioned one day the idea in psychology that god is an extension of what our parents were for us when we were younger. Someone we can always trust, depend on, and will take care of everything for us. And someone we had to be good for.. But.. wow.. that feeling of always having someone else take care of everything for you.. When you get out on your own, you can feel everyone just pushing against you. And you have to fight to survive..
There's lots of disilusionment in life.. A lot gets thrown at you.. A lot to deal with.. And a lot has been thrown at me..
A lot..
I will regain myself.
I will become whole again.
But first. I need to study. :p
LJ