<<October 20, 2003 - Monday, 12:19 pm>>
I always get especially nervous when I walk by a group of people and they suddenly burst out laughing.

Somehow, I always think it's me..

Often, I feel like the whole world is against me.. laughing at me, mocking me, taunting me, pointing their fingers at me and saying, "Ha. ha. You'll never be as happy as us."

You'll never have friends like us..

And I feel mortified..

LJ

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