the cruel reality
<<September 5, 2000 - 6:07:45 PM>>

As I was walking back to my dorm today (classes and work over with), I allowed my mind to wander for a brief second.. an' it said to me.. 'wouldn't it be nice if Dan surprised you at the front door of the housing building?' Pictures flashed in my head of the incident.. my overjoyed face.. me running up to squeeze him with all my strength.. I felt the excitement of being able to see his beautiful face before me.. the relaxing and fulfilling sensation of being able to touch him again.. But then the brief second quckly disappeared and then it was like *ouch* "welcome back to reality"...



LJ

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