<<October 18, 2000 - 12:09 am>>
i'm lost... so lost...

inside i feel all weak and crumbly..

what am i doing here..?

life.. is so perversely fucked up right now.. i see it happening right in front of me.. but i don't know why.. or how.. or what to do about it..

i feel so empty..

i need my best friend back..

i need to be held.. tightly.. so tightly..

i need to love...

LJ

step back - push forward

dearcynthia}}

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