<<October 18, 2000 - 11:54 pm>>
oh, fuck...

it looks like i'm going to have to see a psychologist again...

my distraction is gone..

i feel so utterly empty..

i am left with nothing.

nothing...

nothing...

nothing.

perhaps it is all of my doing. oh my god.. what did i do..?

FUCK.

i hate myself.

i *have to* see a psychologist.. i can't go on like this on my own..

:~(

and i don't even have my best friend to help me.

LJ

step back - push forward

dearcynthia}}

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