fat woman driving a fat car
Omigod, my stomach. I'm gaining weight. It's uncomfortable. I need to exercise. I really don't eat that much, though. Compared to the three healthy meals I used to eat at home.. So why am I gaining weight? It's getting me depressed. Actually, I do eat a lot. Junk food. But I'm stopping that. Gonna eat healthy. Okay, okay, I sneaked in three oreo cookies. But that was the only bad thing I had today. I'd like to stop eating altogether, but I can't seem to get myself to do it. I've been inhaling food like a starving monkey lately. Smaller portions. That's what I gotta do. *sigh* It's uncomfortable being fat..
But anyway.. blah blah blah.. I have the Lincoln now. I finally wore my car to the edge. It got so that it would stall out whenever I would stop or idle at a low speed. Plus I was in dire need of new brakes, rotors, and calipers. I finally surrended to accepting my grandparents' Lincoln. We switched cars when I went up last weekend for my bro's graduation. I feel bad about giving them my car in such bad condition.. I need to think of something to do for them because they've been more than generous to me..
Anyway.. blah blah blah.. my back hurts because I'm FAT.
goodnite.
LJ