I'm only 20 years old and I'm filled with with cellulite. Oh my god, what is HAPPENING to ME??!!??
Something has to be done. Something drastic. I have to start a new lifestyle. Of health. Or starvation. Whichever works.
Gah.. it's so easy to gain 20 pounds. I'm probably, like, a plus size now. No joke. There's, like, one pair of pants that still fit me. A black pair of Dickies which, when I first got them, I actually worried that it was gonna be to big 'cuz they didn't really stay up on my hips.. And now.. I can barely squeeze them on. The other two pair of pants I wear are those sporty kind with an elastic waist and pinstripes down the sides. People tell me I don't look that bad. Perhaps they're being nice. Or perhaps I just know how to hold it well.. and how to dress to hide it..
But now I've gotta lose those 20 pounds. It's gone far enough. A New Year's resolution. What more perfect time than now? I once was dedicated enough to lose 15 pounds in middle school.. I can do it again.
I will do it again.
I have to do it again...
LJ