because I need it.
Yeah.. These kids and their bands.. A social life.. crazy stuff..
~*~
I have a roly-poly chair. It slides and glides easily across the floors of my apartment. Now I never have to walk around anymore.
~*~
I dyed my hair back to black on Friday. Brown wasn't feeling like me anymore. I don't know if black is still me, either. Maybe it could be again. I had the best times of my life when I had black hair.
~*~
There is a picture that I would like to show you.
It goes like this: [3.21.01]
I love this picture. I love this picture so much that I have it as my desktop image. So I can see it every day. And be reminded of it.
Is it because I'm in love with myself?
Well.. A little of that and some other things.
1. Notice the chin:
Do you see that beautiful line? That jaw line? Mmmmm.. That was when I was skinny. Or, skinny enough. It's a beautiful line that inspires and motivates me to keep going on this diet. Even when I'm fein-ing pancakes and frappacinos like mad. It's proof that I was skinny and I can be skinny again!
Even though.. this is how the picture would look if it was taken now:
There's hope for me, I know it. Even if I must excessively consume sugar-free candy all day so I can shit out everything I eat later...
2. Notice the beverage of choice:
Proof and reminders that I used to have fun! And I used to be fun!
3. What's that on the left-hand side [above]? That's my beautiful, beautiful baby, Suzanne the Sundance, R.I.P. How I miss you...
LJ