I remember being in love with just his pinkie... We sat together at a high school assembly one day, and I just could not get enough of it. I loved this boy so damn much, that I was absoultely in love with every last piece of him, right down to his pinkie..
I remember the first time he gave me a hug. We were waiting in front of the school for our rides home, I was sitting on the bricks.. and he threw his arm around me to give me a hug. He must've swung it a little hard, because, when it hit my back, it almost knocked the wind outta me..
I remember, before we ever went out, we would talk online. And I would tell him it's okay to say hello to me in class. He was that painfully shy.. Which made him all the more endearing..
It was such a challenge to get him to open up.. And when he did open up, and our relationship was blossoming, I told him.. Giving him a chance was the best thing I've ever done in my life.
And it still is. The best thing I've ever done..
I don't regret a single moment of it. I never will..
I just wish.. I could've been more careful in the end..
I wish a lot of things now..
LJ